Love is...

The interaction and symbiosis between our souls - ... the anarchy of convention – boundaries cease to exist – evolving, within ourselves, thru eachother . Wyld vines growing from the earth

Fertile with inspiration and love.

Growing…expanding…reaching...exploring sensing… lloving and nurturing eachother –

plants of the cosmic seeds are we.

Rooted

High minds of a divine nature physically expressed – Holy.Sacred. The beauty to be described is beyond any human language.

The passion you invoke within me is difficult to contain

A new way i have seen from your indirect influence
My path forever altered the way it was intended to be.

Lovers travelling thru space and time, have we not met before? I think we have

The deep recognition i feel when i look into your eyes

The shivers down my spine with your touch

Becoming whole as we hold - dividing into individuals again

A constant unfettering synchronicity

Binding . A magnetic force

Kundalini.

This is the other dimension

Me for you and you for me

We are

One.

Two

A Pair

Two souls

And a million and one alternate paths….

Thank the gods we unite on this one

::::Body boarding on sydneys east syde::::

waves crashin smashin
slappin face
ridin slidin
glidin,divin
enlivened
bubblin
gugglin
splashin round
kickin and kickin
till the board dips down
rushin n
rushin
...
all systems
flushin

Parts of the Process

When im surrounded by people -
when im obsessed by people.
and when i wanna be free
those people
reflect to me what i need to transform
what that is
is my desire to identify myself through them
my desire to find out who i am
and questions that hurt and limit me like...
why dont they like me?
why dont they like me they way i want them to?

which is what im really saying.
Why dont i like myself?

This time

i really gotta just do things cuz i really WANT to . not because i think i shoud or because i think i might have fun - if im unsure about it. dont go there. chill. there is no rush. no rush
U gotta do what u gotta do and not take on others plans/ideas/personalities in an unconscious attempt to forge some form of identity .
I am who i am now. i have a home and a cat and a little more experience thats taught me about faith, flow and inner fire that creates and loves and expands through positivie thinking >>> create positive experiences.
Let go of the what if's and the shouldve's and could-haves
and what do i need to do thats best for me > this is my trip >my turn to indentify who I AM so i can fully participate my WHOLE being in all its fullness to be an active part of the Collective Consciousness.

This is my mission for now

Faith - not- Fear

20 - something

sometimes being 20 something - barely starting out
seems like a big joke to those who've earnt their shout
been there done that - this is what they say
and i feel all small , insignificant and turn my head away

tho my peers are there around me- all i have to do is connect
i feel all outta place around acquaintances, friends or people ive just met -
it doesn't seem to matter in whatever place ill be
the insecurity rises up and takes control of me
and i surrender to its will and withdraw into my shell
then write it all out in my melancholic hell

Though its fertile ground for creative inspiration
my heart desperately yearns for this ego's participation
in all thats outlandish; fanciful frolicking and fun
its irresistable tho i choose to run -
away from the liberation that it offers to me
if only i could break free
from the minds chains binding.

Souls path

I just got home from visting a friend - and after days of fairly intensive astrologia journey-ing i return home feeling light, refreshed connected and grounded. the first song i randomly play is called souls path...

North node awareness spinout. the acceptance of self. the discovery of identity. the doorways that open and the light of intution leads. coming from a place where i had no firm identity-
that 'get it' feeling. like when ur stuck on a maths problem and the epiphany dawns
that divine spark
this divine spark of pure universal love.
The insights i have gained into my character flaws are kinda blowing my mind- more so the implications - create- - enjoy-live-dance-breath-experience- the whole hologram and all its dimensions - to trust . to just allow yourself to fall smiling ear to ear into the foamy oceans of OUR reality.

(tropical) north node aries teaches me about learning to forge an identity and sense of self around others. to work out what i need based on my understanding and knowlege about myself.
As i was driving home i remembered how many times i based a decision of course of action on others movements/moods/decisions - and not doing what i needed/wanted - the kick was that i didnt really know what i wanted at all- and life became a big illusion where i was never satisfied and no matter how much i tried - socialising - non-self critisism - judgement - sadness - depression - anxiety and anger all dominated my psyche as i struggled to find the inner peace and balance ; in harmony with people around me, tho firstly and most importantly - with myself.
With this new found confidance i can understand what i need on a deeper level and not be afraid of offending another or letting them down if i need to follow my inner voice- which might lead to a different course of action than that of my friend. selfishness in a balanced way

:::Delusion at midnight:::

why is it on one hand im so attracted to the concepts of blogs but when the space, time, mood, and tools for writing are there --- the inspiritation flys on by and delusion swings past.
And why is it most of my revelations or understandings, happen in the process of writing or speaking. maybe this is what channeling is all about.

what could be an eerie, tho chilled, laid back melodic minimalist beat plays from the speakers reverberating off the wall... the sound has stopped and the cars drive past. almost non existant to my ears who have heared this sound far too often to take notice but when its not there (in a dark park or outta tha city on ur lonesome)..

the fear
sets in
.... only because there is nothing there. no cars, no sounds lights or "signs of life"
suddenly on your own. or seemingly so... the safety of the city hum. a big wet security blanket that drips and drips and drips away at your inner eye till you go crazy at which point charlie says you'll be able to see.

falling in love.. with the mind with words unspoken -
reading words written by another
such fantastical moods and feelings and sensuality envoked!
though the words were meant for no one in particular
blurted out in cyber space
they come to me in a way that
makes me feel.
makes
me
FEEL

so far ive writen complete nonsense