Souls path

I just got home from visting a friend - and after days of fairly intensive astrologia journey-ing i return home feeling light, refreshed connected and grounded. the first song i randomly play is called souls path...

North node awareness spinout. the acceptance of self. the discovery of identity. the doorways that open and the light of intution leads. coming from a place where i had no firm identity-
that 'get it' feeling. like when ur stuck on a maths problem and the epiphany dawns
that divine spark
this divine spark of pure universal love.
The insights i have gained into my character flaws are kinda blowing my mind- more so the implications - create- - enjoy-live-dance-breath-experience- the whole hologram and all its dimensions - to trust . to just allow yourself to fall smiling ear to ear into the foamy oceans of OUR reality.

(tropical) north node aries teaches me about learning to forge an identity and sense of self around others. to work out what i need based on my understanding and knowlege about myself.
As i was driving home i remembered how many times i based a decision of course of action on others movements/moods/decisions - and not doing what i needed/wanted - the kick was that i didnt really know what i wanted at all- and life became a big illusion where i was never satisfied and no matter how much i tried - socialising - non-self critisism - judgement - sadness - depression - anxiety and anger all dominated my psyche as i struggled to find the inner peace and balance ; in harmony with people around me, tho firstly and most importantly - with myself.
With this new found confidance i can understand what i need on a deeper level and not be afraid of offending another or letting them down if i need to follow my inner voice- which might lead to a different course of action than that of my friend. selfishness in a balanced way