Id love to take you to a sea dragons lair
where many make the journey
down ancient earthly stairs...
walking over rocky platforms
engulfed in rich ocean air -
few souls see the hidden things that exist in this place
for few see past the veil of illusion
and honor this sacred space.
A retreat for the soul
timelessness found here
stillness and quiet
In a holographic sphere...
May 13, 2008
You-self
The lights dim
I cant see clearly now.
My feet crunch the ground.
I feel the twigs snap under my feet.
My breath - short and fast
The pace hastens -
Whats around me is now a blur.
My feet are running,
Running so fast and
The darkness is closing in and
Im running right into it.
Im bloody scared. Im petrified.
But i cant go back. no, no...
i cant ever go back...
Im here now
Im running now.
I smile. Always smile he had said.
My head goes back as my legs keep their rhythm.
The air passes through my hair.
I can
feel every strand caressed.
Its now
pitch black but i can see clearly.
I know
this is the way. I know it.
I feel it.
This is my destiny -
This is what i came to do
I cant see clearly now.
My feet crunch the ground.
I feel the twigs snap under my feet.
My breath - short and fast
The pace hastens -
Whats around me is now a blur.
My feet are running,
Running so fast and
The darkness is closing in and
Im running right into it.
Im bloody scared. Im petrified.
But i cant go back. no, no...
i cant ever go back...
Im here now
Im running now.
I smile. Always smile he had said.
My head goes back as my legs keep their rhythm.
The air passes through my hair.
I can
feel every strand caressed.
Its now
pitch black but i can see clearly.
I know
this is the way. I know it.
I feel it.
This is my destiny -
This is what i came to do
NumberS
An enigmatic birthdate
Numerical vibrations
The Ka within
3D manifestations
Cosmic breath inhale
Raindrops are born
Follow her exhale
Revel in her storm.
O great mystery
Your secrets a paradox!
As soon as i think
I return to the box
From whence i came
This gift to see through
The crystal veil of what appears to be
Her divine light spirit
Is always lighting me
From inside out
to outside in
look closely little pixies...
Aha!
Mirror conspiracy!
Numerical vibrations
The Ka within
3D manifestations
Cosmic breath inhale
Raindrops are born
Follow her exhale
Revel in her storm.
O great mystery
Your secrets a paradox!
As soon as i think
I return to the box
From whence i came
This gift to see through
The crystal veil of what appears to be
Her divine light spirit
Is always lighting me
From inside out
to outside in
look closely little pixies...
Aha!
Mirror conspiracy!
May 10, 2008
Release
::: From a week or so back, burning photos in my outdoor woodburner:::
- Under the starts in the city, the fire glows spitting its embers, flying high above, little orange fire faeries float in and out of dimensions and memories that once were are released back to source.
Semi-etheral are these flames dancing such intricate, delicate moves as the orange hithers and tithers.
The past becomes nothing more than ash and air.
I burn these photos in deep, deep gratitude, for they remind me of the lessons learned. They remind me of all aspects of life. From Poverty to abundance to love and hate. From deception and fear to liberation and awakening. Discovery and apprehension to beauty and innocence.
These photos span almost 15 years of my journey.
As they burn i am yet again reminded that.... memories are meant to fade... they are designed that way for a reason -
- Under the starts in the city, the fire glows spitting its embers, flying high above, little orange fire faeries float in and out of dimensions and memories that once were are released back to source.
Semi-etheral are these flames dancing such intricate, delicate moves as the orange hithers and tithers.
The past becomes nothing more than ash and air.
I burn these photos in deep, deep gratitude, for they remind me of the lessons learned. They remind me of all aspects of life. From Poverty to abundance to love and hate. From deception and fear to liberation and awakening. Discovery and apprehension to beauty and innocence.
These photos span almost 15 years of my journey.
As they burn i am yet again reminded that.... memories are meant to fade... they are designed that way for a reason -
yoga
My leg is trembling in the the 3rd warrior pose of the sequence. My left knee is bent at 90 degrees, my right leg is out straight behind me, my pelvis is close to the floor, both my arms are my by ears, stretched out out out
Caru paces around the room, counting.
5......4......3......2.................................
SmiiiiiLE!
Caru's playful voice echoes in the lotus room.
I nearly collapse!
But not from trembly leg
from laughing too much....
Yoga is meant to be done joYfully! He says beaming at everyone.
I dont think i could write enough or even find the right particular words to describe my yoga teacher... he embodies so much beyond what is and his classes are so simple, routine and oh, so, so profound.
I leave everytime with my head above the stratosphere walking on light
Caru paces around the room, counting.
5......4......3......2.................................
SmiiiiiLE!
Caru's playful voice echoes in the lotus room.
I nearly collapse!
But not from trembly leg
from laughing too much....
Yoga is meant to be done joYfully! He says beaming at everyone.
I dont think i could write enough or even find the right particular words to describe my yoga teacher... he embodies so much beyond what is and his classes are so simple, routine and oh, so, so profound.
I leave everytime with my head above the stratosphere walking on light
May 8, 2008
A hOp * sKip and a piXie JUmP!
Phew! NOw that relationships have been sorted out and people are correctly allocated to their karmic roles, life can continue to unfold as it does - with much, MUCH less (if any) roughage than what was for the last little while!
Once again, proper open heartful communication - non judgement and love prove to be the tools by which to uncover, disable and dissolve any negativity that is and transmutes such energy into positive learning experiences :)
I am SO damn grateful for what i have in my life.
I really cant say it enough.
Today was a spontaneous darinka day - waking up and heeding to the universe calling me to my spacemobile -- we took off -- loaded with tha guitar, cameras, healing book, diary and food -- inspired by 3 quarters hazel -- promptly headed north at 10am -- passing through the central coast, terrigal, the entrance, budgewoi and eventually to munmorah national park - to a lookout called snapper point.... and the universe had guided me to a most beaUtiful place...
I realised at that moment that today was the day that i really learn about falling into the flow of being.
My drive up there was full of little signs- everyone has their own unique language with the universe - and for me numbers are very strong - they appear every day "coincidentally" - or as i like to say - "randomly synchronised" - in the form of music timecodes, clocks and numberplates. 888, 666 - primarily - the frequency they occur isnt funny anymore...
So, back to my adventure - after feeling abit trippy from all my digital messages, i was feeling a much warmer sort of love in my heart, as two guys had offered their help, once when i was walking back to my car on the highway,( after a roadside bushwalk) and the other at crossroads... and BOTH times inside i reacted internally with initial hostility but after their warmth- the negative was dissolved and i was reminded me to not be so judgemental and hostile - however having a weird stalker-ish episode with a dude and his car at sunset - to remind me to not be *too* naive!!
After i parked, i went for a walk from the lookout, pulled by the lure of the rockpools and ocean waves, armed with my two favourite cameras; and a beautiful red and orange lady bug accompanied me for a little while then flew off into the sun :-)
And hopping and skipping, jumping, sliding, slippin, picture takin, gigglin and smiling, revelling and getting lost in the shrubbery- i made a big round trip - down to the waters - around the rocks - roughly following some sort of path - up, down, around and backtrakkin- eventually back to my space mobile feeling high, refreshed and soul-lightened on my etheral dive into the cosmic waters of being myself with all that is, trusting my intuition on every step and returning home to make music with my guitar by a beautiful fire -- and for dessert, a wonderful chat with one of my closest friends :o)
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Once again, proper open heartful communication - non judgement and love prove to be the tools by which to uncover, disable and dissolve any negativity that is and transmutes such energy into positive learning experiences :)
I am SO damn grateful for what i have in my life.
I really cant say it enough.
Today was a spontaneous darinka day - waking up and heeding to the universe calling me to my spacemobile -- we took off -- loaded with tha guitar, cameras, healing book, diary and food -- inspired by 3 quarters hazel -- promptly headed north at 10am -- passing through the central coast, terrigal, the entrance, budgewoi and eventually to munmorah national park - to a lookout called snapper point.... and the universe had guided me to a most beaUtiful place...
I realised at that moment that today was the day that i really learn about falling into the flow of being.
My drive up there was full of little signs- everyone has their own unique language with the universe - and for me numbers are very strong - they appear every day "coincidentally" - or as i like to say - "randomly synchronised" - in the form of music timecodes, clocks and numberplates. 888, 666 - primarily - the frequency they occur isnt funny anymore...
So, back to my adventure - after feeling abit trippy from all my digital messages, i was feeling a much warmer sort of love in my heart, as two guys had offered their help, once when i was walking back to my car on the highway,( after a roadside bushwalk) and the other at crossroads... and BOTH times inside i reacted internally with initial hostility but after their warmth- the negative was dissolved and i was reminded me to not be so judgemental and hostile - however having a weird stalker-ish episode with a dude and his car at sunset - to remind me to not be *too* naive!!
After i parked, i went for a walk from the lookout, pulled by the lure of the rockpools and ocean waves, armed with my two favourite cameras; and a beautiful red and orange lady bug accompanied me for a little while then flew off into the sun :-)
And hopping and skipping, jumping, sliding, slippin, picture takin, gigglin and smiling, revelling and getting lost in the shrubbery- i made a big round trip - down to the waters - around the rocks - roughly following some sort of path - up, down, around and backtrakkin- eventually back to my space mobile feeling high, refreshed and soul-lightened on my etheral dive into the cosmic waters of being myself with all that is, trusting my intuition on every step and returning home to make music with my guitar by a beautiful fire -- and for dessert, a wonderful chat with one of my closest friends :o)
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