Phew! NOw that relationships have been sorted out and people are correctly allocated to their karmic roles, life can continue to unfold as it does - with much, MUCH less (if any) roughage than what was for the last little while!
Once again, proper open heartful communication - non judgement and love prove to be the tools by which to uncover, disable and dissolve any negativity that is and transmutes such energy into positive learning experiences :)
I am SO damn grateful for what i have in my life.
I really cant say it enough.
Today was a spontaneous darinka day - waking up and heeding to the universe calling me to my spacemobile -- we took off -- loaded with tha guitar, cameras, healing book, diary and food -- inspired by 3 quarters hazel -- promptly headed north at 10am -- passing through the central coast, terrigal, the entrance, budgewoi and eventually to munmorah national park - to a lookout called snapper point.... and the universe had guided me to a most beaUtiful place...
I realised at that moment that today was the day that i really learn about falling into the flow of being.
My drive up there was full of little signs- everyone has their own unique language with the universe - and for me numbers are very strong - they appear every day "coincidentally" - or as i like to say - "randomly synchronised" - in the form of music timecodes, clocks and numberplates. 888, 666 - primarily - the frequency they occur isnt funny anymore...
So, back to my adventure - after feeling abit trippy from all my digital messages, i was feeling a much warmer sort of love in my heart, as two guys had offered their help, once when i was walking back to my car on the highway,( after a roadside bushwalk) and the other at crossroads... and BOTH times inside i reacted internally with initial hostility but after their warmth- the negative was dissolved and i was reminded me to not be so judgemental and hostile - however having a weird stalker-ish episode with a dude and his car at sunset - to remind me to not be *too* naive!!
After i parked, i went for a walk from the lookout, pulled by the lure of the rockpools and ocean waves, armed with my two favourite cameras; and a beautiful red and orange lady bug accompanied me for a little while then flew off into the sun :-)
And hopping and skipping, jumping, sliding, slippin, picture takin, gigglin and smiling, revelling and getting lost in the shrubbery- i made a big round trip - down to the waters - around the rocks - roughly following some sort of path - up, down, around and backtrakkin- eventually back to my space mobile feeling high, refreshed and soul-lightened on my etheral dive into the cosmic waters of being myself with all that is, trusting my intuition on every step and returning home to make music with my guitar by a beautiful fire -- and for dessert, a wonderful chat with one of my closest friends :o)
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May 8, 2008
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