Tuesday, May 13, 2008

A Selkie's Sojourn

Faery-Selkie-2007
(pic by Nick Harris)

A Selkie's Sojourn

Id love to take you to a sea dragons lair
where many make the journey
down ancient earthly stairs...
walking over rocky platforms
engulfed in rich ocean air -

few souls see the hidden things that exist in this place
for few see past the veil of illusion
and honor this sacred space.

A retreat for the soul
timelessness found here
stillness and quiet
In a holographic sphere...

You-self

The lights dim
I cant see clearly now.
My feet crunch the ground.
I feel the twigs snap under my feet.

My breath - short and fast
The pace hastens -
Whats around me is now a blur.
My feet are running,
Running so fast and
The darkness is closing in and
Im running right into it.

Im bloody scared. Im petrified.
But i cant go back. no, no...
i cant ever go back...

Im here now
Im running now.

I smile. Always smile he had said.
My head goes back as my legs keep their rhythm.
The air passes through my hair.
I can
feel every strand caressed.
Its now
pitch black but i can see clearly.
I know
this is the way. I know it.
I feel it.
This is my destiny -
This is what i came to do

Monday, May 12, 2008

NumberS

An enigmatic birthdate
Numerical vibrations
The Ka within
3D manifestations

Cosmic breath inhale
Raindrops are born
Follow her exhale
Revel in her storm.

O great mystery
Your secrets a paradox!
As soon as i think
I return to the box

From whence i came

This gift to see through
The crystal veil of what appears to be
Her divine light spirit
Is always lighting me
From inside out
to outside in
look closely little pixies...
Aha!
Mirror conspiracy!

::summer::

- i dream of the the watery -

- crispy blue -

- freshly scents +

-summer hues-

>Zee Zee

It was amazing
my whole world
went into overdrive
everything fracktalized
I was hypnotosized

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Release

::: From a week or so back, burning photos in my outdoor woodburner:::

- Under the starts in the city, the fire glows spitting its embers, flying high above, little orange fire faeries float in and out of dimensions and memories that once were are released back to source.
Semi-etheral are these flames dancing such intricate, delicate moves as the orange hithers and tithers.
The past becomes nothing more than ash and air.

I burn these photos in deep, deep gratitude, for they remind me of the lessons learned. They remind me of all aspects of life. From Poverty to abundance to love and hate. From deception and fear to liberation and awakening. Discovery and apprehension to beauty and innocence.
These photos span almost 15 years of my journey.
As they burn i am yet again reminded that.... memories are meant to fade... they are designed that way for a reason -

yoga

My leg is trembling in the the 3rd warrior pose of the sequence. My left knee is bent at 90 degrees, my right leg is out straight behind me, my pelvis is close to the floor, both my arms are my by ears, stretched out out out

Caru paces around the room, counting.

5......4......3......2.................................


SmiiiiiLE!

Caru's playful voice echoes in the lotus room.

I nearly collapse!
But not from trembly leg

from laughing too much....

Yoga is meant to be done joYfully! He says beaming at everyone.


I dont think i could write enough or even find the right particular words to describe my yoga teacher... he embodies so much beyond what is and his classes are so simple, routine and oh, so, so profound.

I leave everytime with my head above the stratosphere walking on light