Parts of the Process

When im surrounded by people -
when im obsessed by people.
and when i wanna be free
those people
reflect to me what i need to transform
what that is
is my desire to identify myself through them
my desire to find out who i am
and questions that hurt and limit me like...
why dont they like me?
why dont they like me they way i want them to?

which is what im really saying.
Why dont i like myself?

This time

i really gotta just do things cuz i really WANT to . not because i think i shoud or because i think i might have fun - if im unsure about it. dont go there. chill. there is no rush. no rush
U gotta do what u gotta do and not take on others plans/ideas/personalities in an unconscious attempt to forge some form of identity .
I am who i am now. i have a home and a cat and a little more experience thats taught me about faith, flow and inner fire that creates and loves and expands through positivie thinking >>> create positive experiences.
Let go of the what if's and the shouldve's and could-haves
and what do i need to do thats best for me > this is my trip >my turn to indentify who I AM so i can fully participate my WHOLE being in all its fullness to be an active part of the Collective Consciousness.

This is my mission for now

Faith - not- Fear